I Can Change to Be the Best Version of Myself

Sober man in the sunny morning
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All my life, I had fake people around me. Fake in the sense that they saw me making mistakes or doing things wrong, and they never said anything about those things to me, because they had their own self-interests. In this way, I thought that what I was doing was good and that there was nothing wrong, but by doing that, I created a fake version of myself.

Now, I feel very secure and very confident. I feel powerful. For the last 3 years of my life, I was very lost in all the problems that I created for myself and I was in a deep depression without any chance of hope. But today, I realized an important thing about my life—when I find myself in some situations, I will not just wait for God, my friends or my family to help me. It’s only necessary that I find some space in my mind where I can be calm and relaxed so that I can think in a clear way, and from this moment, I can awaken with renewed energy. Only in this way, can I offer myself hope and give myself a hand. If I can’t help myself, how can I wait for others around me to help me? I believe in myself and in my own power.

“I understood those things and immediately I started to react, only that way I will change myself to be the best version of myself.”

I realized that in order to be better and to be in present time, I need to think and reflect on what I did yesterday, on what I did wrong. I also realized that sometimes I don’t use the right tone of voice in communicating and that this can be misunderstood, this happens sometimes even if I don’t have bad intentions toward the person. It’s important for me that I understand these things and immediately and I start to adjust. Only in this way, will I change myself to be the best version of myself.

Student at Narconon Balkan – A.B.


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Narconon Balkan

NARCONON BALKAN

DRUG EDUCATION AND REHABILITATION