Finding Joy after Addiction

 

Today, I understood that doing the drills on the Narconon program really works for me. I’m sure of this because I understood that the past moments spent with my parents and my sister really gave me a joy I couldn’t find anywhere. In the past, when I was with my parents and my sister, I would have this feeling of joy until I started getting mixed emotions in a day and went through different types of feelings in just one day. 

My mood is now stable here in the program. I’m happy and have a smile from the moment I open my eyes. I experience a lot of emotional changes while doing the drills, but I tend to stay stoic, and I am able to carry on because I know that the end of this program is going to put my life in my hands. It’s going to put me in a place where I’m going to look ahead for the good things waiting for me. 

“I’m going to be more able to decide what builds
my real happiness in life.”

I’ve realized that by working through the drills of the program and bringing my senses to my full capacity here, I’m going to be more able to decide what builds my real happiness in life. I’m finding pieces of my beautiful life here every day, and I’m sure that in the end, I will have a complete picture of it.

B.Xh., Student at Narconon Balkan