The Abilities to Confront and to Control
I am so happy to have reached a level to really be able to understand how things should be. For many years I argued with my parents, specifically with my mother. I can now see why I didn’t understand what she tried to say and tried to explain to me, and why I am not like the others, why I was unsuccessful.
Today I have my answers. That was because my mind was under the influence of the toxins of both alcohol and drugs. Now I understand exactly what L.Ron Hubbard had explained in the Clear Body, Clear Mind book. When the toxins are still in the body, they play in the mind by making you feel stress, anxiety, uncertainty and anger, so you can’t be a normal person with a normal mind. Actually, you will not be in reality at all. You just feel that the time is going by, but you are still at the same level and nothing has changed for you, if you are not going down even more. No matter how many years you have quit taking toxins (drugs and alcohol), it is very important to do the Detoxification program, to put your body in normal condition, and finally to feel the benefits in your mind.
“It is never too late to be another person.”
For many years I lost the ability to control. Or maybe I never had it. I couldn’t confront anything and I was running away from reality. Now I even understand why my mother was studying all these things. Now I make the difference and I notice all by myself the mistakes. It is never too late to be another person. Actually the most important thing is to be a new person. I have made my choice and I feel comfortable with it, to stay in a new environment and to build a whole new life. I understand that when you are afraid or anxious or scared it is because you are not confronting. I am very happy to be this person with the abilities to confront and to control.
