We are born, we live, we survive but truly we don’t know the meaning of life. I am 33 years old and just today I understood really why I exist, how I should exist, and how to live in society.
I am so happy to have achieved the level to really understand how things should be. For many years I argued with my parents, specifically with my mother. I can now see why I didn’t understand what she tried to say and explain to me, and why I am not like the others, why I was unsuccessful.
Today I will start with the Objectives and I am very glad to move to this step. The drills were little intense but at a same time amazing and instructive experience. During this period I learned how to communicate and how to reach understanding with people around me.
What I feel right now is just unexplainable. I feel that I have become a new person—I can feel my new life about to start. It’s hard for me to believe what I experienced today. I can’t even remember a time when I felt like this. I have never felt so calm, so relaxed and as free as I do now. I just feel like myself completely. I feel complete.
Today I had very good wins. I had two important realizations. The first realization is that I didn’t appreciate everything that I had and the things that my parents gave me. Before, I thought that they were obligated to do everything they were doing for me, and I really didn’t appreciate when other people did good things for me. I just wasn’t grateful.
What are the objectives? When a person uses, they become introverted and focused on their tumultuous inner life. The drugs in turn dull the distress, and when they are first removed, the physical and mental pain can be overwhelming…
In this success story, I really have so much to say. When I started with the Objectives it felt very unpleasant to do drills for such a long time. I was trying to manipulate and also I didn’t understand that I was such a bad influence on a lot of things.
Another great objective drill with huge wins and change of perception about the environment. The first part of production today for me was electrified for me because I couldn’t calm myself down or get fully in the drill and I experienced quick ups and downs throughout it.
Having had great wins and gains on the previous steps, I was looking forward to starting my next step—the Objectives course. Right from the first process, I saw improvement in myself and I’ve continued to have lots of wins and gains while moving through the Objectives.
Working on the Objectives drills was one of the most beautiful experiences I’ve gone through. These simple drills trained me how to face reality and difficulties without being attached to the circumstances. And by doing so, I faced the real me.