Getting on the Right Track with Raised Awareness  

 

 

 

 

Today I had very good wins. I had two important realizations. The first realization is that I didn’t appreciate everything that I had and the things that my parents gave me. Before, I thought that they were obligated to do everything they were doing for me, and I really didn’t appreciate when other people did good things for me. I just wasn’t grateful. 

The second realization was in relation to the drugs that I used to use, mostly marijuana. I realized that when using marijuana I had really destroyed my mind. I wasn’t present in the moment with my thoughts, I simply wasn’t there. I start to forget too many things, especially the obligations that I had. I thought that it was normal to forget these kinds of things, but now I realize that it was the marijuana that was guilty of causing the state that I was in.

“Now I feel too much happy because I notice that I am changing like a person. I am getting my real character back, the one that drugs take it away from me.”

During the objective process I started to be more aware of my surroundings. The objects around me seemed more real. After a while, I started to feel more sure of myself and sure of my actions. I felt more oriented in the space and I felt that I had better control of myself and my movement.

A.SH.—Student at Narconon Balkan